But thirty years ago, July 1 took on extra significance.
That's when I became a vegetarian. Like being gay and being Canadian, it's one
of the key things that define me.
I didn't make a big production out of the change. No
"Last Supper" of ribs and burgers and mincemeat pie. I just woke up
and decided, Enough. I'd tired of
staring at a plate of food and feeling guilty, sometimes even grossed out.
Meals had become stressful, wondering about the animal's life, whether it had
been long and if had had a sense of the moment when it would be slaughtered.
In some sense, decision day had been a long time coming. I'd
stopped eating fish after the first one I caught was presented by my
grandmother as a lightly battered filet on my plate when I was seven. (Oh, god. What have I done?!) I'd given up
any kind of chicken with bone attached. Its source was too apparent. (Yes,
there was a time when I actually sought out Chick-fil-A.) Most meats had lost
their tasty appeal. Officially giving up meat wasn't a major shift.
Still, it's the proudest decision I've ever made. My love of animals is deep and integral to who I am. I had to become a vegetarian as I could no longer swallow all the rationalizing about why we eat meat. It was caveman talk. There were plenty of other choices, even if my Texan comrades couldn’t fathom such “limitations”. I have never tried to cram my beliefs down anyone else’s throat and, when people ask why I’m a vegetarian, I usually offer a quick soundbite like, “It’s a moral/ethical decision.” Let ‘em enjoy their pastrami, let ‘em live their own lives.
But here in my blog I can use this post to quietly express a
virtual smile. No emojis, thanks just the same. Thirty years ago today, I did
something so right. I made a decision about how I wanted to live my life and I’ve
stuck to it. It’s created occasional issues when negotiating where to eat with
friends or when traveling, but it’s never felt like a sacrifice. It’s simply
allowed me to a better version of my true self.
So, that said, happy day. Happy day, indeed.
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